yea.... i've told my mom.....

i felt much relax....

i know.... she's the one who can understand me well.....

i dun wan to think of him any more

he's a passer-by in my life.....

i decided to give up...

yea... give up.....

i thought everything deeply ad.....

my mom n tchr r correct...

he'll go 4 further study...

if we continue....

i'll miss him too much until i can't concentrate on my own study....

i'm still young...

i hvn't sit 4 spm even pmr....

i dun wan my future to be disrupted.....

i wan it to be wonderful.... meaningful.....

so tat i won't regret...

besides... i hv thought abt his nature.....

well.... i dunno much abt him as i didn't see him often...

the feeling is jz like.... he's strange for me...

i like him was jz bcoz i had not seen any boys do well in exam like him b4....

tat's y i admire him...

so now.... i realized tat nature is the most vital condition to find a suitable mate....

i'm sorry tat i accepted him n left him in a sudden.....

i hope tis will be the memory in our life.....

i can't completely 4get.... but at least i let it go.....

if u see tis.... i hope u'll let it go.....

sorry n thank you