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噩梦，还是美梦？

我星期六放学后，照惯例地在学校大门等家人来接我。

我看见有一大群看起来不正经的少年经过我的面前。

突然，其中一个男生停了下来，站在我面前。

（一个样貌看起来不错的男生。倒是让我傻眼。）

他跟我说：我终于见到你了! 我把你的电话号码弄丢了，所以没跟你联络。对不起哦。

我就摆起了架子，说：Who are you?

他还是很热情地说：你不记得我了吗？我们小学时在一次校外比赛见过的。

我说：Did i?

他就回答：我记得你的成绩很好哦！UPSR你得到全A不是吗？

我说：That's a past. We should look forward to our future. I mean PMR.

（继续炫耀自己的英文 == 我心想他是不是有问题啊，陈年老事还提来干嘛。他很废吧？）

他说：也对！那祝你好运咯。考试顺利。

他伸出右手，想跟我握手。

为了不让被围观的他难堪，我也跟他握手了。

那时不知道为何，我超紧张的。

手掌一直冒冷汗。

临走之前，他还问：你有纸巾吗？刚才你的手掌好多汗哦～

*****滴滴滴滴～滴滴滴滴！闹钟响了。

****我努力地睁开那千斤重的眼睛。

那是我前几天发的梦。

最后一句超搞笑的～哈哈哈！

现在每当我做功课感到很压力时，想到那句话我就发着呆傻笑着。

然后就觉得轻松多了～

不知道是噩梦，还是美梦。

最近我都睡不好。每晚都会发梦。

也许是因为太累了，加上考试的压力，而且又那么晚才睡。

生理时钟都被搞砸了。

昨晚还梦到爬起来哭。

我印象中，好像有这么一个人存在。

我看不清楚。

我好像跟那个人失去联络好久好久了。

我说的是真的。还是那只不过是一场梦？

很懊恼。我真的想不起他。

顿时觉得我的现实生活和我曾经发过的梦结合在一起了。

我分不清哪个是真实，哪个是幻觉。

好乱哦～

发了那场梦后，最近桃花运好像比较旺了一些。

他们。。。haih... 无言啊。

算了吧。天下乌鸦一般黑。

大专的乌鸦可能比较白吧。

那就是灰咯？（还是有黑色的成分，因为灰色是由黑和白组成的）

男生们就是乌鸦。

加油站旁边超多真乌鸦的，最好开枪打死全部。

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就跟你们分享昨晚上让我哭成泪人的噩梦（我很肯定这完全不是一场美梦）

我一时心血来潮，想养一对大仓鼠。

（好像不是叫做大仓鼠，不知道华文叫做什么。英：GUINEA PIG)

所以就到我家人常光顾的宠物店去看一看。

我选了一只褐色参黑色的仓鼠，和另一只灰参白的。

他们好胖噢～肥嘟嘟的！呵呵。

我捉了他们，放在柜台，等着老板收钱。

突然，褐参黑的那只不见了。

剩下灰参白的自己一个人在柜台上滚来滚去。

我在附近找来找去，都找不到。

突然，有一个工作人员把一片像手掌那么大，褐参黑的绒毛布拿到我的面前。

我说我要找的不是褐参黑的绒毛布，是一只褐参黑的大仓鼠啊！

我要哭了。

他竟然说：刚才你的仓鼠从柜台上摔了下来，摔死了。与其丢掉它，不如剥了它的皮拿去卖。

真是气得要命啊！

你管我怎么处理我的宝贝！

我就是不允许你剥了它的皮啊！！！！

去死啦！！！！！！！！

王八蛋，臭鸡蛋，打破XX蛋啊！！

闹钟又响了。

眼睛好像很肿噢。发现枕头冰冰凉凉的。

原来我气到哭了！

我得带着那双肿肿的眼睛去学校面对最后一天的考试。

都是那工作人员惹的祸！

Done with New Moon

i'm done with New Moon. so romantic. but jacob is very pitiful. the ending is sort of funny. edward proposed bella without preparing a ring. == stupid bella. why did she accept the proposal??

now, i need to think of edward and bella before i sleep every night. edward shouldn't do that to her. n, it's not bella's fault that she fell in love with jacob when edward left her.

i watched the movie yst. edward said : I DON'T WANT YOU TO COME WITH ME. You just don't belong with me. I promise that this will be the last time you see me. I won't come back. It will be as if i'd never existed.

he was gone. and then came back aft a few months. he didn't know how much hurt bella had undergone. i doubt his love towards bella.

Owh~ I Love New MOON!!

recently (recently=this few months =P) i'm entirely wallow in reading. as i titled this post as "Owh~ I Love New MOON!!", i think u know what's my present favourite novel. amanda will surely get bugged if she saw this post =X

haha... i have dived myself into the story of NEW MOON. it's too good! i love the environment there-- the dim sunlight in Forks, the beach, Blacks' little house, the damp forest and the sharp cliff at La Push. everything is extremely imaginable for me. i always have reveries about these, all the time, no matter where i go and what i'm doing.

in fact, i know why the novel is so appealing to me. i lost the part of my soul that i used to have. but it's merely an extra vitamin to keep my mind healthy, or a puncher to punch holes through my heart now. therefore, i'm trying to put my concentration and love into these illusory characters.

it really works. every morning as i open my eyes and wake up, the first thing flicks through my mind is "How are Bella, Jacob and Edward going today? Where are the vampires and werewolves now?" i'm so anxious about these people. as if they really exist in my world. they are my drug to make me realxed and cheerful. they are also one of the significant and essential portions in my heart. the way i can know their life and understand them is by opening the NEW MOON and read it.

so, whenever my friends talk to me about anything. i'm capable to relate the topics to the story. amanda displayed her round fist to me this morning. haha. i could think of the narration about Jacob's reaction when he knew that James almost killed Bella in the last Spring break. He clenched his fingers and teeth, shivering on the Rabbit (it's a bike actually). COOL~

A Surprising Victory

yesterday i represented my rumah sukan for a "bola baling" match together with the other buddies. i arrived at school at 2.40 p.m. Gosh!!! there were only 4 out of 7 players turning up. i was so worried that we would be disqualified with no doubt. T.T

then, the tchr asked boys to carry on their match first. HUHU... luckily they had not finished their match the day before yesterday *as it rained cats and dogs. fatasya quickly called yun shin and balqis to come and "rescue" us.

they reached here within half an hour. that time, it started to rain already. i thought the game will be postponed to tomorrow. instead, the boys continued their match. and finally until our turn. the field was so damp and muddy, AND SLIPPERY as well.

i took off my shoes and waded through the water with bare foot. the mud smells so stinky, as if the smell of bulls' faeces. OWHHH, the stench made me want to throw up everything in my gut. >.<

i don't remember which team we competed with at the first round. i dunno how to play bola baling actually =.= i followed the instructions and rules given only. it's quite simple and easy. it's jz like smashing apple pies to the goalkeeper!! haha! YES!! we defeated the opponent!! haha... it is unbelievable!! we gained much more confidence to continue the next round TO BE THE CHAMPION!!! hohohho.... =D

i thought we are going to lose the game. coz the opponent of next round is quite strong from physical aspect. who know, they went against the rules many times. the last goal they shoot was not taken~ so we won!!! hoooray!

i'm very happy with this! BUT i got a CUT at the SOLE of one of MY FOOT! i only discovered that after taking my bath. =.= so painful la.... wanna cry when i applied antiseptic on it. i can't even walk properly now. this morning, i bandaged it and still wore my shoes to school (without stocking, feel so paiseh to tell mention here >.<)

now, i'm going to have my bath whereas my mom went to buy a dettol for me, heading back soon. (here comes the worst one.) she said: if your wound still not recover tonight, i'm going to bring you to the doctor for an injection. i think the bacteria entered your blood stream aldi. how painful would this tiny wound be?? like how you suffered from? aiyo... very 'sa po' la" =.=

okay... i'm now going to take a bath to wash my wound!! actually there is another scratch. that was on another feet, only being discovered this morning. zadao~

Hope God bless me T.T

i dun wan pus to be in my wound!!!

Life's A Miracle

Life's a miracle. i have a cloth wit this sentence. i could fathom the meaning now.

Life's sort of complicated. i will always miss my direction any time. but then, there's always an angel with me. she teach me wad to do next. i can feel it. yet sometimes i ignore her and obey to my "demon", i'll surely fall at last.

isn't tis is weird? maybe, the angel in my heart is born from the advice given by oth ppl. they are my good judges. whereas the demon is myself, i guess so. =)

i dunno wad i want now. but at least, i know wad i wanna do. i have a very strong determine to study now. i dun wan to think abt other trivial things for now. they are a distraction 4 me to achieve my success. i wish i could hv a very bright future, which mean i can fully enjoy myself in career. tat's all my target now. simple and easy rite?

i read a post jz now. it says: There's always a little truth behind every "Just Kidding". A little emotion behind "I dont Care" and a little pain behind "Its ok". yeah, tat's the theory in our life.

i saw the blog. mb he will reach those target, mb he won't. but all i know is that he'll have a new girlfren if i dun prefer him. i dunno wad the result will be. i dun anticipate towards it as well. let everything flows naturally. if the thing belongs to you, you wil gain it.

so, i only wanna study now. besides study, still study. my life is connected wit books. catching up wit New Moon now. bye.

What's Going Wrong?

i saw him outside tat day. he jz glanced at me and twisted his head back. WTH IS WRONG WIT HIM?? y did he pretend dunno me? crazy ah? lost his memory ah? fuyoo..

as u know. n as i told u b4. i always treat people in the way people treat me. if he/she has committed betrayal to me, i'll let him/her suffer from the same thing. if he/her act not to know me, i'll do the same thing as well. i'm neither tat kind nor generous as wad's in ur mind, okay?

coz many incidents taught me tat there is no justice is this world. no matter how good i used to be, oni very scarce people would appreciate it. so, i oni treat those people very good. and be ignorant to the others who r not thankful instead. even though he/she is a person i trust alot. this is me.

i really dun understand wad's going on. leaving me right after revealing the truth? i'm also not sure if it's a truth. i could oni make a decision based on the advice given. anyway, tat's not the main point here.

it's an eyesore for me to see u in my list of siblings, of fb. hence, to ease my eyes, removing u is the best way huh? yeah, i did. done now!